Hangover Thoughts

This blog ain't called Hangover Thoughts for nothing. It is the mere expression of the thoughts that lingers in my mind everytime I wake up....

Though it may sometimes be the usual hangover from booze, but most of the time, it is the hangover caused by emotions.

Feelings create the usually high we experience with alcohol. The high of "First's"...

We seek intelligence to judge such a feeling. We quantify it.

Power is created by this emotion. We feel as if we could achieve it all. We could have it all.

We sometimes puke at this feelings too... when it becomes so melancholic that some of us can't handle it anymore. It's dirty... it's nasty. And never tastes good.

Then after that, a cloud of darkness surround us... a cloud of doubt. We remember things that we hope won't happen again. We don't see the true picture but we are hindered by such fear. Fear of abandonment... fear of pain... fear of acceptance. Blackout.


Then your hangover... This is the most painful because it creeps inside of you. A feeling waiting to be expressed... to be understood.. and to be answered...

These are my hangover thoughts. Expressed... hoping to be understood... waiting to be answered. ***